so i was just thinking about nine-hundred million things and my mind is reeling...

why do girls do that?!?!?
why do i do that???
i think tooooo much.
ugh.
trust more, think less. that has to be constantly drilled into my head.
okayokay,
i haven't updated this in a LONG time.
sorry girls!

summer has flown by so incredibly fast. i cannot even believe that soon it will be august. whoa, where did the time go?? i do not know.
i have learned a few things, however.
such as:
-any type of relationship takes time, effort, trust, patience, understanding and so on. even the most exciting of circumstances still seems to have issues at some point.

okay, i guess that is all i have learned.
ha.

oh,
and i get attached easily, so i have found out.
i am beautiful.
we need to be ourselves; no more, no less.
strive to be better (uh oh...that is a hard one)
don't sweat the small stuff (that's preaching to the choir for me.....................I SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF. I CRY OVER IT, ALWAYS. thankfully i have my sister and other people that love me and tell me to shut up.

i will someday:
-be the world to somebody.
yes....i will!
-be appreciated.
-be good enough.


love is a choice a lot of the times.

disclaimer:
**do not think that i am not happy whilest i am writing this...i am incredibly happy. too happy. it is scary and makes you think a lot**

those are just some of my many thoughts i HAVE to get out of my head....or as a.simp would say: "outta my head".

love!love!love!

for my lovely creeper stalker:

lili, that's you!! hehe!

interesting

nice boys are fun!

i like it when:

-it is SO hot out that you just cannot think of doing anything, and then you go for a run and sweat it all out.
-running to my alma mater (aka-my elementary school) and taking my time walking around the building and being a creeper and looking in old classrooms!
-lyssie being home!!
-NOT STUDYING!
-apples and pears
-diet mountain dew...i know...it is gross and bad for me and i should not like it, but i do!
-talapia (seafood and summer...YAY!)
-nice boys!!!
-yep!
-laters! :)

GRRR.

i just posted the LONGEST blog EVER full of wonderful pictures and insights and my computer told me it couldn't process my request! and now my laptop is dying and caribou is about to kick me out! soooo, coming soon! i promise! love you all!

my summer list:

i will do all of the following:
*go hiking in atleast four different parks.
*run a 5k, maybe in the end of the summer at the fair.
*dance in the rain in my best dress fearless (you know who that is???)
*read a lot. read my bible every single day for more than twenty minutes, and read novels and exciting mysteries and such.
*tan tan tan. outside...fun and fresh and free!
*grow my hair out (or try not to cut it!!)
*be different and do things i wouldn't normally do.
*meet new people, because i'm shy and that has just got to go!
*have fancy dinners!
*find a pair of skinny jeans and LOVE them.
*figure out northwestern or master's (actually, that decision will be made sometime this week).
*apartment hunt with lyssie if i decide to stay in MN (which looks like that will be the case and i'll explain later when i've officially decided. but i am actually very okay with that decision).
*get a perfect red cardigan.
*learn how to cook. really cook. no more vegetables and chicken, actual meals!
*umm, more to come!

so i've been pretty busy lately...

that's easter lunch and the table is all pretty and i'm not sure how i ended up typing over here. oh well. and that cake is from keys and it is like heave. andrea doesn't even like chocolate, and she loved the cake.

so we girls are gonna get all fancy and have a fun dinner at the house this summer. like thanksgiving manyyyy years ago!!! yeah!

and i had a photoshoot with myself, and i thought i was cute, but i'd feel lame posting a jillion new pics on facebook of myself. so yay for you!

so you see, my mom and i are really awesome, and we play with our cats when we're bored. and even when we're not bored, you see. soph and me are model hopefuls. sortof.

i hope we're cool like my momma and her friends when we're older!! oh, and hey, that's the new keys!! soo good. and super nice! and the cake is probably better than life. i'm just saying.

loveyougirls!

have a good weekend! summer is near. but, i actually think that spring is my new favorite season, fyi.

okaybye.

california next week!