remember grant? and how i loved him? and how i thought we were meant to be together. because, why else would he come into starbucks all of the time? but think of how much God taught me through grant! and think of how many seeds were planted in grant's life because of our meeting. and he was everything and he was perfect and we would have been boring together. but, as carrie always says: "you can't help who your heart loves." and i don't love him anymore and i've gotten hurt since then, but it is okay. it really is. andrea dear, we're in a group!! the "hey, we're really sad and our hearts just hurt" club. but baby babe, let's not stay in it long. okay? i love you all. every single one of you. (yes, all four of ya!). and remember all of the pain? there wasn't one step we took on our own.
