Wednesday, July 22, 2009

so i was just thinking about nine-hundred million things and my mind is reeling...

why do girls do that?!?!?
why do i do that???
i think tooooo much.
ugh.
trust more, think less. that has to be constantly drilled into my head.
okayokay,
i haven't updated this in a LONG time.
sorry girls!

summer has flown by so incredibly fast. i cannot even believe that soon it will be august. whoa, where did the time go?? i do not know.
i have learned a few things, however.
such as:
-any type of relationship takes time, effort, trust, patience, understanding and so on. even the most exciting of circumstances still seems to have issues at some point.

okay, i guess that is all i have learned.
ha.

oh,
and i get attached easily, so i have found out.
i am beautiful.
we need to be ourselves; no more, no less.
strive to be better (uh oh...that is a hard one)
don't sweat the small stuff (that's preaching to the choir for me.....................I SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF. I CRY OVER IT, ALWAYS. thankfully i have my sister and other people that love me and tell me to shut up.

i will someday:
-be the world to somebody.
yes....i will!
-be appreciated.
-be good enough.


love is a choice a lot of the times.

disclaimer:
**do not think that i am not happy whilest i am writing this...i am incredibly happy. too happy. it is scary and makes you think a lot**

those are just some of my many thoughts i HAVE to get out of my head....or as a.simp would say: "outta my head".

love!love!love!