why do girls do that?!?!?
why do i do that???
i think tooooo much.
ugh.
trust more, think less. that has to be constantly drilled into my head.
okayokay,
i haven't updated this in a LONG time.
sorry girls!
summer has flown by so incredibly fast. i cannot even believe that soon it will be august. whoa, where did the time go?? i do not know.
i have learned a few things, however.
such as:
-any type of relationship takes time, effort, trust, patience, understanding and so on. even the most exciting of circumstances still seems to have issues at some point.
okay, i guess that is all i have learned.
ha.
oh,
and i get attached easily, so i have found out.
i am beautiful.
we need to be ourselves; no more, no less.
strive to be better (uh oh...that is a hard one)
don't sweat the small stuff (that's preaching to the choir for me.....................I SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF. I CRY OVER IT, ALWAYS. thankfully i have my sister and other people that love me and tell me to shut up.
i will someday:
-be the world to somebody.
yes....i will!
-be appreciated.
-be good enough.
love is a choice a lot of the times.
disclaimer:
**do not think that i am not happy whilest i am writing this...i am incredibly happy. too happy. it is scary and makes you think a lot**
those are just some of my many thoughts i HAVE to get out of my head....or as a.simp would say: "outta my head".
love!love!love!
thank you for finishing a very philosophical post with a quote by your homegirl ashlee simpson. it added incredible depth and meaning.
ReplyDeleteDID A CERTAIN BOY TELL YOU YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL? because that would be super sweet and awesome.
and i think "preaching to the choir" means something different. but i get what you are saying :)
and FYI, i prayed that a certain boy would step up, be a man, and define the relationship. or that you would get the courage to subtly bring it up. but mostly i prayed for wisdom for you two.
haha, ashlee always gets in!
ReplyDeleteummsoo i'll answer your questions!
1-a certain boy did not tell me that...but spending time with him and taking a step back made me realize that it was true.
2-i couldn't think of what saying i needed! i know it isn't "preaching to the choir" but what should it have been?? haha.
3-thank you for the prayers. really. thank you. everything is in God's timing and patience is most important. i trust God and as much as i think i want something...i know God always provides and gives me what He sees fit.
lovee you lots. :)