Monday, October 11, 2010

one/thirty.

so my dear leah is doing this for the next thirty weeks, however i am far too impatient for that since that means i will have to wait until may 2nd or something like that. and that just freaks me out because then i will be well past twenty-one and actually in the last week of classes before finals and then (if all goes well and according to plans) i will be one semester short of a diploma (hoping to get mine december 2011---that is next year already!). so, i decided since i am too busy to type away on things that are not pertaining to homework, i am going to stretch this little endeavor over the next thirty days. it is kind of pointless, silly, insignificant, and probably nothing you ladies do not already know, however it looks like FUN to me. i enjoy reading leah's and suggest you all play along, too. you can be crazy and make it last until may, however in a world where i have a million things to complete i like the thought of starting a project where i know the exact day of completion.

okay, i love you all.
love,
m

here they are:
Once a [day] I'll answer the proposed question or statement truthfully for 30 [days] and I will do so in fewer than five sentences.
*as mentioned before, i changed weeks to days*

drum roll please...
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
i have the impeccable ability to hear what someone tells me and somehow twist it to mean whatever i want it to mean. the funny thing is that a lot of the times i seem to make it negative or criticizing without even trying to do so. i think that a lot of the times satan likes to use past mistakes or even past misunderstandings and he like to throw them at us and feed lies day after day, and unfortunately i believe them some of the time. fortunately i realize this problem and and working on realizing when this occurs and nipping it in the behind immediately, before it becomes another hurtful issue.

1 comment:

  1. Let's face it, everyone loves to talk about themselves. I as a friend love to listen, especially on interesting and deep questions. So bring it on, I will be listening to all that you say.

    hm, interesting aspect of your insecurity that you hate about yourself. you're right, it's so easy to believe a distorted truth. glad you recognize that, can't wait to learn (or relearn) stuff about you in 30 days:)

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